Crossroads ..
At the age of 18 I am currently being asked the questions "What career do you want?" and "What do you want to do with your life?" and at this point in my life I don't have an answer to either of these questions. Since becoming a teenager I have been asked this questions more times then I can count and the only thing that hasn't changed through the years is my answer. I envy the people that know what they want and that know what they want to do with their lives, I know that I have things that I am good at but I'm not sure if I'm good enough at them to be able to pursue them as an career. Since I have now graduated from college I am looking for work but it is extremely to look for work when I have no idea what kind of work I am looking for. I have tons of hobbies and things that I am good and I also have dreams that are to big to even imagine me being able to pursue them. I am at that scary crossroads stage of my life where I actually have to sit and think what do I want to do for the rest of my life until I eventually retire and die (Lol). The thing that I am struggling with is that I don't want to just get a job doing anything just to make money, I want to have an career doing something that I am excited and happy to get out of bed in the morning for, I want to smile and the thought of going to work rather then being filled with dread any time I even have a thought about my job. At this moment in time all I can say is that I am doing a lot of thinking about my future and my career but all I know that is that whatever I end up spending my life doing I want to do it with a smile on my face and no regrets :)
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