Life is short ...
Hey guys,
I'm back with another post :) and this post is going to be more for a reminder to myself (if that makes any sense at all). I wanted tow write this as a reminder to myself that life is short ... (depressing but true). This life that I have, the one I once sadly to say didn't want, is now a life that I never want to end! Life to me has become my challenge, the challenge of what I can make of myself and the life that I will sadly one day have to leave behind. Now the challenge in making something of myself is that I am an incredibly shy person and I know that some of you that watch my videos may be shocked by this as I seem confident, but I can a sure you that when comes it comes down to do things that are scary or that are incredibly important I become the most shy and anxious person you have ever met. There are hundreds of things that I want to do with my life but with each of them comes fear, the fear of either not being good enough or brave enough to do them and then there is the fear of time and by this I mean not having enough time to do everything that I want to do before I die.
One of my biggest fears is the one I hate myself the most for having and that is singing in public, for anyone who is close to me they will know that I love both listening to and singing music, its a passion of mine. This fear has grew as I become older and I feel that the reasoning behind this may be that the older you get the more aware you become of what others think of you. Now I'm sad to say that singing is only something that I do alone in my room, singing is something that I love to do and Im not satisfied with the fact that I've allowed peoples opinions become more important then my own feelings towards my singing. The whole meaning behind me telling you guys this is that I want to make a change, I want to no longer care about what people think about what I'm doing, the only opinion that should matter is mine! Now I'm not saying I'm going to become Ariana Grande over night (I wish) but I'm going to slowly try and work on my fear of singing in public!
If you guys take anything away from this post I hope its that we all need to stop focusing on what others think of us and more on what we think of ourselves, are you truly happy with what your doing in your life and is there anything that your constantly dreaming of but your not doing anything to make that dream a reality! And with that thought I'll leave you guys, till the next time ...
Charlotte
I'm back with another post :) and this post is going to be more for a reminder to myself (if that makes any sense at all). I wanted tow write this as a reminder to myself that life is short ... (depressing but true). This life that I have, the one I once sadly to say didn't want, is now a life that I never want to end! Life to me has become my challenge, the challenge of what I can make of myself and the life that I will sadly one day have to leave behind. Now the challenge in making something of myself is that I am an incredibly shy person and I know that some of you that watch my videos may be shocked by this as I seem confident, but I can a sure you that when comes it comes down to do things that are scary or that are incredibly important I become the most shy and anxious person you have ever met. There are hundreds of things that I want to do with my life but with each of them comes fear, the fear of either not being good enough or brave enough to do them and then there is the fear of time and by this I mean not having enough time to do everything that I want to do before I die.
One of my biggest fears is the one I hate myself the most for having and that is singing in public, for anyone who is close to me they will know that I love both listening to and singing music, its a passion of mine. This fear has grew as I become older and I feel that the reasoning behind this may be that the older you get the more aware you become of what others think of you. Now I'm sad to say that singing is only something that I do alone in my room, singing is something that I love to do and Im not satisfied with the fact that I've allowed peoples opinions become more important then my own feelings towards my singing. The whole meaning behind me telling you guys this is that I want to make a change, I want to no longer care about what people think about what I'm doing, the only opinion that should matter is mine! Now I'm not saying I'm going to become Ariana Grande over night (I wish) but I'm going to slowly try and work on my fear of singing in public!
If you guys take anything away from this post I hope its that we all need to stop focusing on what others think of us and more on what we think of ourselves, are you truly happy with what your doing in your life and is there anything that your constantly dreaming of but your not doing anything to make that dream a reality! And with that thought I'll leave you guys, till the next time ...
Charlotte
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